It Wasn't That

It was just a day, like any other
You were there; I saw, waved from afar
You waved back, I can’t tell
Is it me or another one behind me?

I got to wear some thick glasses
I got to get my eyes checked
I watched you, you disappeared
Looked for you, found you by my side
You asked me, I couldn’t utter
What was it you just said?
I turned back, ran away
You don’t even know the reason why I did

Wasn’t that I wasn’t crazy for you
Wasn’t that I was pretending to be
It wasn’t even your false yellow blond hair
Or even your blue eye contacts
Even if you list all the ‘what ifs’
Even if your eyes got all white
Waiting for you seems to be a hobby
And it wasn’t just because you’re special

How did you ever come by?
How did you found me out?
Is it really true?
Or just paranoia seeping through
You took me by surprise
Didn’t know what to do, what to say, how to react
I don’t want to doubt you
But now I’m just trying to believe you

Wasn’t that I am rejecting
Wasn’t that I feel you’re worthless
Even if your head goes hairless
I wouldn’t care if you used too much hair gel
It’s always ‘cause you’re so caring
It’s always ‘cause you really loved me
Waiting for you s not just a hobby
It’s my life, just as you’ll always be

It wasn’t just that you I think I love you
It’s always true, so don’t you regret now